Saturday, 26 December 2009

The Muddy Waters of '09

As the end of 2009 creeps closer and closer the sum of the highs & lows of the year gone comes crashing down on me like a tidal wave. What can I say on how this year has fared?

This year like many before it, has been an evolutionary journey of self-discovery, grit, frustrations, love, successes and failures, amongst many other things. Each step on the rung of the ladder has highlighted the need to establish priorities and find balance with the multiple aspects of my life.

Whilst I have struggled with some destructive relationships I also found love in the most unexpected of places, in the most unexpected of people this year.  I have made new friends, built indestructable foundations with some, lost or walked away from few, but worse I have neglected some, and sadly I don't think there has been a shortage of these this year. I will ensure that the New Year brings appropriate changes to that front. This year has seen me rid myself of some bad habits, some bigger, more noticable than others.

Mentally & emotionally this year has been a turbulent ride. I feel like the more I reach out and try to hold on to things from my past and present the faster they slip away.

Things I've learnt this year:
- It will take me a long time to become the person I want to be.
- I'm capable of continuing on long after what I think I am
  capable of.
- People who love me dearly, sometimes don't know how to
  show it.
- People who I love dearly, don't always know.
- It isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes I
  have to learn to forgive myself.

Now, I eagerly await the birth of 2010.

For all those that stop here, I wish you a successful New Year. Wishing you all laughter, happiness, love, health and prosperity.

Peace

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5 comments:

Jules said...

Sometimes staying in touch and letting people we know how we feel is one of the very hardest bits to keep caught up on, but one of the most important ones. Having said that, those ones we love and who love us back always know no matter what that we can fall back into place with them wherever things have been left off as if no time's passed at all!!

I'll always love and be here for you, you're far too important for me to let slip away!!

Happy New Year, Sweetie!! 2010 should be outstanding for us... we'll strive to make it so!!

Love Pinky xoxo

that's J-O-S-H said...

Have a good year as well! And post more!

Swats said...

Happy New Year :)

Swats said...

Hey,

Thanks for those lovely comments..made sense to me..

Do visit again :)

Nite

rahul said...

Lesson no. 111 - Must blog on your trip! :)